Well...
I'm a failure.
I vowed to myself that i wouldn't cut again.
I did it anyways.
And the next day was the worst day of my life and you know what?
I was 5 seconds away from cutting myself.
But..
I stopped myself. and...i'm happy somehow.
This doesn't make sense.
Nothing makes sense.
I stopped myself from cutting on one of the worst days of my life
but, on a normal day where i was just feeling bad
i couldn't.
What the fuck is up with that?
Whatever. I'll try harder this time.
I swear.