I've always told people not to get comfortable because life likes to lure you into a false sense of security and then bitch slap you across the face.
Unfortunately i never listen to my own advice.
School has been fine. As fine as it can be. Its just the same feeling of Deja Vu over and over again.
The same "You've said that before" and "We already know this" Feelings.
No. School isn't the problem. Its my fucked up brain that won't ever let me be happy. I've reverted to sitting in corners and crying till i can't feel anything anymore. Now I'm no doctor but that can't be healthy.
Right now all i want to do is grab these scissors in front of me and stab myself in the face.
But i won't. Because it hasn't become unbearable yet.
I'll wait until this feeling has passed.
It'll pass. I'm sure.
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